It doesn't matter what you've done before now.

 It doesn't matter whom you've hurt before now.

 It does matter how you've...

It doesn't matter what you've done before now.

 It doesn't matter whom you've hurt before now.

 It does matter how you've treated people before now.

He isn't looking for a brand new child to use.

He isn't looking for a perfectly perfect person.

 

He is looking for you.

He is looking for you who has flaws, anxieties, and a past.

He wants to make you perfectly perfect for his mission.

He wants to send you to the field.

To his scattered flock who are continually waiting for a never - coming messiah.

He wants you to come as you are with all your imperfections.

He wants to clothe you in perfection. 

 

Don't be afraid that he will turn his back on you.

Don't be scared of being turned away.

Don't be anxious that he will stare away with soulless judgemental eyes.

Because he won't.

He cherishes you and wants to make new memories for you to cherish.

 

All he wants is to embrace you into his bossom and call you his. 

He wants you to be one with him and he with you. 

Remember that he knew you before he called you. He knows you inside and out.

There's no hiding a thing from him.

He knows exactly what you've been doing all those years he was far away from you .

How you've lived your life always at the brink of toppling over.

How you've made rash and live-changing decisions.

     He knew all that and more. Yet, he says you are the one he wants. The one he has chosen.

He had you go through everything you went through so you could be ready.

He had to make sure you gained enough experience to carry through the delicate mission he has prepared.

He knows that without all the experiences gathered, you would never be ready.

     He had to make you go through fire, so the gold in you could shine!